Remembering Tyler

A year ago today was the worst experience of my life. I held our first son for the one and only time. We had already lost him. His name was Tyler James Ray. I don't know if we told many people the name we had picked out for him. I miss him so much. I miss all the moments we would have had as a family. Having Samuel has been amazing, and I am thankful beyond words that God gave us another son. I know that we wouldn't have Samuel if we hadn't lost Tyler. But one child doesn't replace another, and a mother's heart never forgets. I miss you Tyler.